So, today is the evening of the 1st day of New Year! And this is my second post in the blog sphere in more than a year. So, what should I tell in my personal web-diary? I think a good start would be a conclusion of what I have received, shared and donated in the past year. I still cannot believe that the year of pain is over. But it is!!! It really is!
Let's get started! 2008! The year that has brought me much personal pain and suffering. My husband decided that he had enough of me and left me. Well, we separated (not legally yet though) not in a very peaceful manner, as the whole story was full of offenses, betrayals, hysterics, and even more (you name it). Well, a positive side of a sad separation is that I turned back to my good shape (lost 8-10 kg in 2-3 months)!!! But I sincerely do not recommend my unusual zero calories diet, plus million of negative emotions and no sleep to anyone. Not even to my enemies (hopefully there are none)...
But from the other side this situation has brought me back to my real friends, my real relatives, my real soul mates, and most importantly to GOD!
Important is not that I started going again to Church, but is that I started growing spiritually (with the turtle's steps, but still, you know). I did a lot of mistakes- in my marriage, at work, in relations with my friends, I just did them. Worse, continued and continue to commit them, but I do have courage to ask to forgive me! So, on the first day of a NEW YEAR - all my dear friends if I ever hurt you or offended in some even minimal way, please, please, please forgive me!
And, in the end, it is not that bad that I am not together with somebody anymore, it is a life experience, and I do mature and become wiser (hopefully...)
Well, I will finish this awkward post with the name of this blog: Just Smile! Keep Smiling!
Life is beautiful!
And about the New Year's in the Eternal City, I will tell you tomorrow...
Yours,
Saiyora
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